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A photographic journey of discovery. Appreciating Old ThingsAs a kid I dreamed of being a writer and a photographer. I used to sit at my pretend desk writing pretend stories and signing my name - before I could even write. And I started taking pictures as soon as my grandmother let me get my hands on her box camera. So, I guess it's not surprising I tend to pick up and bring home these things when I run across them at garage sales. One day I was working at home (doing my day job) and I stood up from the computer to stretch my legs. I noticed a sunbeam shining brightly into our guest bedroom and I picked up my camera and followed it. For a very short time, maybe five minutes, it was like a spotlight on my collection of old things. I shot quickly, put the camera down and went back to work. Dust, dirt and all, I smile when I look at these things. Bamboozled
As I surveyed the yard in search of spring growth to capture, I landed on the bamboo. Something about the leaves against the blue sky. Well, judge for yourself.
You Must Be A Gardener
"What are those?"
I kept shooting, but tried to be polite, replying "Crocuses - the first flowers of spring!" I could see the shoes in my peripheral vision. He stood and watched as I struggled to hold my lens still in the soft breeze.
After a while he said, "I guess you can get some good pictures with that." "I hope so!" I enthused, as I wiggled to get a little better alignment. Still the shoes in my peripheral vision. Finally I took a break and looked up. Smiling, I said, "It's a lovely day, isn't it?" He waivered, obviously well-lubricated, then offered me a smile and an extra large pair of used gardening gloves.
"I can see you're a gardener. You could probably get more use out of these than I will." "Thanks," I said, as I took the offering.
Photography and PaintingThis past week I had the pleasure of seeing the new Gaugin exhibit at Seattle Art Museum. I love seeing familiar artwork in person and this exhibit was particularly entertaining because it attempts to show something of the native art of Polynesia that might have influenced Gaugin. The curator of the exhibit spoke to us before our guided tour and she mentioned several times the influence of photography on Gaugin's artwork. This got me thinking about how one form of art can inform another. It made me think of the relationship between Georgia O'Keefe and Alfred Steiglitz. If you don't know their story, it's worth reading about them. Steiglitz did a lot to 'legitimize' photography as a form of art. One thing that struck me about both Gaugin's paintings and Georgia O'Keefe's paintings when I saw them in person was how small they actually are. I had seen their work in the form of posters and prints for so long that I expected them to be larger than life. In fact, many of them were surprisingly small and delicate. I was surprised by how little paint was on Gaugin's canvases - so light, in some cases, that you could see the canvas through the paint. A lot of friends have told me my images remind them of Georgia O'keefe's paintings, no doubt just because of my subject matter. I have not made a conscious decision to mimic her vision. I am, like most folks, just expressing what I see. The fact they say it reminds them of Georga O'Keefe probably says more about the broad exposure to her work than anything about what I do.
But that brings up a point. I think it's important to look at the work of other artists - painters, sculptors, potters, photographers - whatever inspires you. I have had many photographic and artist heroes throughout the years. When I was in college I had an opportunity to study with Ansel Adams, but couldn't afford the cost of the summer course. Do I regret that choice? Absolutely! Is my love of photography diminished for not having taken that road? Not a chance. I have forgiven myself for not pursuing that opportunity in my youth. I know now that even if I had taken that course chances are I would have made the same choices along the way. Back then I was obsessed with being a writer. (I never did write the great American novel, but I did edit a few magazines and get paid to write.) Another photographer whose work I always admired was Edward Weston and of course his son Brett. Actually, the entire Weston clan seems to have embraced photography and expanded it in so many ways. From vegetables to scenics, to nudes, they have excelled at black and white visions of the world. I wouldn't begin to pretend my images come close to any of the work created by these amazing people. But, I have looked at their work and admired it and if I walked away with some mental impression of what makes an image work, I have learned something from them. I think that's the most important thing - that one keep looking and learning and testing and trying. Mastering the technology is only one piece of the puzzle. It's just the medium. What do you think? Who influences your work?
Going Digital and The Accidental MasterpieceMy parents brought up four artists. Not intentionally, of course, but now that my parents are gone and we are all adults with careers and our own history, it is art that keeps us close as siblings. There's my sister, who got her masters in sculpture and went on to become an architect. My oldest brother spent his first career as an accountant but now devotes his days to sculpture. My other brother is a highly respected attorney who is steadily and consistently practicing his portrait skills. As for me, I started out as a writer with a degree in English Literature, had a fling with cinematography after I got my degree in Motion Picture Technology, dabbled in drawing, but returned to my first love - photography - a few years ago when I was finally introduced to digital.
I had shot film for years, had assisted professional photographers, edited images and generally been in and around photography most of my life. I even had brief paying gigs as a school portrait photographer and a studio portrait photographer. For a long time I didn't own my own camera because I couldn't afford it. Then digital came along and I was intrigued but intimidated. Even though my day job for the past decade has been with a large technology company, I was timid about adopting new technology in an artform I knew so well. Fortunately for me I had a young, talented and generous neighbor who handed me her 35 mm DSLR and pushed me into shooting with it. She lent me that camera for a year and encouraged me to get comfortable with digital. That was step 1.
I started posting a few pictures here and there on Facebook and an old friend who knew me when I was in film school sent me a little note.
I discovered I already knew so much - I just didn't know how it worked in digital. And there was so much to learn. I set aside drawing and decided to concentrate my creativity on photography and see where it led me. That's how I got here.
At the prompting of my brother, my siblings and I all recently read The Accidental Masterpiece . The author, Michael Kimmelman, makes the point that there's art everywhere - we just have to take the time to see it. This got me thinking about where I find art. I have always found it in moments captured on film.
It's been a lifelong challenge to capture what I see, since our minds translate the vision but a camera just records what you ask it to record. I may return to drawing some day (I certainly need more practice!) And I may try water color painting some day, but I know one thing for certain. I will always take pictures.
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